As I am…💓

今朝は久々の晴れ☀️そして、午後はまた雨😅☔️

昨晩はタオルケットでは寒いくらいだたったし、一体夏はどこへ…⁉︎

〜*〜*〜*〜*〜*〜*〜

It was sunny this morning for the first time in a long time ☀️

And…it turned into a rainy afternoon 😅☔️

It was cold last night with only a thin blanket.

Where did summer go !?

最近、またちょっぴり自分を責めてた〜😆

人と比べる必要もないし、何かをやっていようが、いまいが、

私はそのままでオッケー。 

演奏の良し悪しと、自分の価値は関係ないことも。

わかってはいるけど、ふと気づくと小さなことでも、

自分を責めていたり、これではダメと思っていたり…。

そう、そう、わかってる🌟

じゃあ、どうすれば。

辞めればいいだけ❣️

そして、ありのままの自分で良いのよと…✨

そう、それの繰り返し🌟

はい、ストップ❗️

今回は、なんと3回以上も同じメッセージをもらっていた😅

そのままでいいんだよ✨

今を楽しんで❣️…と☺️

〜*〜*〜*〜*〜*〜*〜

I was blaming myself a little bit again 😆…

I know that I don’t need to compare myself with anybody,

doesn’t matter what I am doing or not.

I am ok as I am and my value can’t be judged by how I play the violin🎻

I know all about that…and I have been trying not to do that…

but still sometimes,

even thought they are getting less and less,

I still notice I am doing it…😅

I know, I know🌟

what I should do.

Just stop that thinking ❣️

Then tell myself that I am ok as I am…✨

Just repeat and repeat 🌟

This time I got more than three messages about it😅

Yes, I stop it❗️

I am ok as I am ✨

Enjoy now😊❣️

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